OMG!!

SIGH~ here it goes again... I JUST HATE when everytime there's a text sent by my EX! you know, anything might happen! i don't want it to be happen! he was texting me around 10.30-11.00p.m just now~ and guess what?!! well, he actually promised my adopted lil' sister a ROXY purse for her present in UPSR result~ and i was asking a ROXY sandle... :D but a few minutes later, when he told me that he is going to company HIS ADMIRER, name L*NNA, i then canceled my request... so as his promised towards my lil' sis... blablablablablablaaaa! when the situation become more and more uncomfartable, he then decided to not contact or disturb me anymore and he don't even want to be friends with me... 'coz i told him that let me be happy with my boyfriend now... and i told him that we'll be just a friend... like usual b4~ but then, it seems that he can't accept it and he made decision as that...! he still loves me.. that's what he told me before.. but i guess, he won't be loving me nemore~ those feelings that he had before will fade away soon~ he's a nice person actually... well, you know... when in a relationship, all your true attitudes come out.. there's nothing that you can hide nemore. i broke-up with you, 'coz i know you can't stand of me and i am bored enough of you! i was HARSH towards you before, but hey! you made me be that way!~ am so SORRY though~ i just don't like the way you treated me as your girlfriend before~ i ever thought that i might lose you and you might be bored of me... but surprisingly, it's not you! it was me who felt that way! OMG! it's not that i don't love you.. it's just that, things are different now... it's not like usual.... and i'm not used to it nemore... am so sorry.. i didn't mean to hurt you... now you know how i feel before... how hurt i felt, how sad i was and so on.. i just couldn't describe how i felt before... it was extremely HURT! seriously, it does! but hey, i hope you'll be happy and get a better girl for yourself eyh? i hope so! thanks for everything though~ thank god that i'm happy with my life now~ happy with my new hubby~ :) hurm, thanks again.... i think, that's all i wanted to say~ :) night all! i wanna continue playing POKER in FB~ hehe... mmuah! .XOXO.

Love,
CHACHA